foreverjola

whatever I do, however I act, I'm always me

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  • Sep 28
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  Get to know me, you have no choice.

  kid-about-it:

  LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE

  - Name: Jola
  - Eye Color: Brown
  - Hair Style/Color: Short, thick and black
  - Height: 5’4”
  - Clothing style: I like what I like I don’t care what you like. I rock sweats or jeans and a blouse? idk
  - Best physical feature: smile?
  

  LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
  - Your fears: Disappointing those I love. Not fulfilling/accomplishing my dreams and goals 
  - Your guilty pleasure: Certain songs? Oh. And lying. A lot. More than everyone thinks. All the time. Abotu everything. Is it still a guilty pleasure then? People don’t know I do it, sooo…
  - Ambitions for the future: Graduate. Find something to do after. Get married. Have kids. Love my life. Get my Nigerian citizenship. Finish building my parents house in Nigeria. Be a good role model for my sister. Be a better friend. 
  

  LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
  - Your first thoughts waking up: Not a clue. 
  - What you think about most: Men
  - What you think about before bed: What I have to do the next day
  - You think your best quality is: Stubbornness (it’s good and bad)

  LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
  - Single or group dates: Single, I cna’t be putting on a show
  - To be loved or respected: Respected?
  - Beauty or brains: Brains
  - Dogs or cats: Meh. Cats? Neither?
  

  LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
  - Lie: More than anyone I know.
  - Believe in yourself: I keep trying.
  - Believe in love: Yes
  - Want someone: Yes?
  

  LAYER SIX: EVER?
  - Been on stage: Only for choir and piano? 
  - Done drugs: Nope. Big surprise.
  - Changed who you were to fit in: I always used to change who I was to fit in, these days, I’m trying to stop. 

  LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES

  - Favorite color: purple for liiiife
  - Favorite animal: n/a?
  - Favorite movie: Years past it was Save the Last Dance. None currently but I’m super into action movies right now 
  - Favorite game: Never owned a console. I like Pokemon and Diner Dash though. And speed. And BS.

  LAYER EIGHT: AGE
  - Day your next birthday will be: Wednesday, I *never* have weekend birthdays
  - How old will you be: Twenty-one
  - Age you lost your virginity: I’ll let you know 
  - Does age matter: Only sometimes 
  

  LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
  - Best personality: Someone who thinks I’m funny or thinks I have some redeemable quality. Of comparable humor. Funny. Dedicated. I don’t know, what is this, match.com?
  - Best eye color: I want to say brown but sometimes those colored eyes get me 
  - Best hair color: Black
  - Best thing to do with a partner: Conversate, I love to talk.
  

  LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
  - I love: my sister more than anyone else on this planet (overprotective big sister)
  - I feel: lost by I’m trying to find my way
  - I hide: all of my emotions
  - I miss: certain people. And my youth.
  - I wish: someone had told young me to enjoy her body, her naivete, her intelligence, her LIFE.  

  (Source: languidcrow)

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About

God first.
Loud, obnoxious, sarcastic.
Quiet, shy, conservative.
Loyal, protective, stubborn.
I live my life like I'm the star of my own awkward, hopeless romantic sitcom. I'm usually the only one laughing. I like people who do find me funny.
I'm known to walk around lookin' like I'm trying to mean-mug the world.
Purple busted Walmart headphones always rest on my ears. I can't hear you. Music = life.
Purple glasses are smudged and uncleaned. I can't see you.
Purple's the color since birth.
Minnie's the character.
I'm a horrible and habitual liar. Either people believe me or have been letting me believe they do.
I wish I had style.
But don't let all this fool you, these 1s and 0s may display my insecurities, but I refuse to let anyone or anything get me down.